Post by anastasia higgins on Oct 20, 2008 19:52:38 GMT -5
ANASTASIAFAYEHIGGINS
GOOD MORNING DON'T COP OUT YOU
CRAWLED FROM THE CANCER TO LAND ON YOUR FEET ARE YOU CRAZY TO WANT THIS
GOOD MORNING DON'T COP OUT YOU
CRAWLED FROM THE CANCER TO LAND ON YOUR FEET ARE YOU CRAZY TO WANT THIS
full name•• Anastasia Faye Higgins
nicknames•• Anya, Ana, Faye
age•• at least 100; doesn't look much older than 25
birthday•• May 18th
sexual orientation•• it all goes, baby
occupation•• creative writing professor
species•• faerie
face claim•• angelina jolie
theme song claim•• stricken DISTURBED
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EVEN FOR A WHILE WE'RE MAKING
THIS SHIT UP THE REASONS FOR BEING ARE EASY TO PAY YOU CAN'T REMEMBER
WOMAN IN SUFFERING
Anastasia is not the type of person to dwell on things, like the past. She can't say she'd want to relive it, but she doesn't regret it happened. However, just because she doesn't dwell on the past doesn't mean she thinks she made good decisions. Anastasia knows that pretty much everything she has done has been a mistake. She can easily pick out her mistakes the second she's made them. Once a fairly innocent thing, she mourns for the innocence she's lost and sometimes wishes she can go over it again. She feels bad that she left her parents and her previous world behind in favor of being what she is now--a whore.
BLOODSTAINED HURRICANE
She may be trying to do better, but Anastasia is still a cold bitch. That fact will always remain. Being in England under the watchful eye of a seasoned whore changed her sweet little demeanor. Anastasia learned that its kill or be killed and she's gotten used to thinking other's are out to ruin her. There has been no blood or death in her life, but she's seen enough evil to be disillusioned and to have her faith in mankind broken. She has the idea--ingrained into her head by her adopted mother--that everyone wants something from her and they are all waiting until she lets her guard down. Because of this, Anastasia is very hesitant to let her true feelings dictate her life and even less to let her heart rule her. She's sarcastic and witty, sometimes to the point of sounding caustic and unfeeling.
SAVOR THE MOMENT
Anastasia really does like simple things. She loves nothing more than sitting and letting her mind to the talking for her--she loves to write. Sometimes her stories are fantastical, sometimes bitter, and sometimes heart-breaking. She channels her own emotions in her writing most of the time. She loves being praised and will hold onto compliments forever. Anastasia craves attention and therefore she also craves approval. She likes to know she is welcomed and wanted and perhaps this is why she sleeps around as much as she does.
PUSHING REDEMPTION
Because of the things she's done and her mild bit of self-loathing, Anastasia is trying hard to redeem herself. Although, she hasn't cleaned up her act much and will, indeed, sleep with anyone that gives her the time of day. She really craves attention and partially the reason she sleeps around is to get some semblance of affection. Love and affection have been slightly twisted in her perspective and she's only been in love once. Anastasia is a good professor; very understanding and hard enough to the point where the kids know they have to do their work. She won't hesitate to fail those that don't do what they should. She sees this as her time to 'repent' so to say.
CAN'T LET YOU GO
Anastasia holds grudges against anyone that has wronged her. She will never forget Priscilla and the way the woman kept her from the one person she loved. Though she tried running away it failed and then Priscilla turned nasty. When Anastasia does find herself attracted to someone on a deeper level, its very hard for her to deny such feelings. Because its something she hasn't felt in years, Anya is pretty sure love will hit her hard and fast. There are many things in her life she can't let go, though she'd like to forget--the most important of them being all the negative things people have said about her over the years. Much like how she remembers compliments, she can't forget insults either and such things will stick to her mentally and follow her around like a dark rain cloud.
THIS SHIT UP THE REASONS FOR BEING ARE EASY TO PAY YOU CAN'T REMEMBER
WOMAN IN SUFFERING
Anastasia is not the type of person to dwell on things, like the past. She can't say she'd want to relive it, but she doesn't regret it happened. However, just because she doesn't dwell on the past doesn't mean she thinks she made good decisions. Anastasia knows that pretty much everything she has done has been a mistake. She can easily pick out her mistakes the second she's made them. Once a fairly innocent thing, she mourns for the innocence she's lost and sometimes wishes she can go over it again. She feels bad that she left her parents and her previous world behind in favor of being what she is now--a whore.
BLOODSTAINED HURRICANE
She may be trying to do better, but Anastasia is still a cold bitch. That fact will always remain. Being in England under the watchful eye of a seasoned whore changed her sweet little demeanor. Anastasia learned that its kill or be killed and she's gotten used to thinking other's are out to ruin her. There has been no blood or death in her life, but she's seen enough evil to be disillusioned and to have her faith in mankind broken. She has the idea--ingrained into her head by her adopted mother--that everyone wants something from her and they are all waiting until she lets her guard down. Because of this, Anastasia is very hesitant to let her true feelings dictate her life and even less to let her heart rule her. She's sarcastic and witty, sometimes to the point of sounding caustic and unfeeling.
SAVOR THE MOMENT
Anastasia really does like simple things. She loves nothing more than sitting and letting her mind to the talking for her--she loves to write. Sometimes her stories are fantastical, sometimes bitter, and sometimes heart-breaking. She channels her own emotions in her writing most of the time. She loves being praised and will hold onto compliments forever. Anastasia craves attention and therefore she also craves approval. She likes to know she is welcomed and wanted and perhaps this is why she sleeps around as much as she does.
PUSHING REDEMPTION
Because of the things she's done and her mild bit of self-loathing, Anastasia is trying hard to redeem herself. Although, she hasn't cleaned up her act much and will, indeed, sleep with anyone that gives her the time of day. She really craves attention and partially the reason she sleeps around is to get some semblance of affection. Love and affection have been slightly twisted in her perspective and she's only been in love once. Anastasia is a good professor; very understanding and hard enough to the point where the kids know they have to do their work. She won't hesitate to fail those that don't do what they should. She sees this as her time to 'repent' so to say.
CAN'T LET YOU GO
Anastasia holds grudges against anyone that has wronged her. She will never forget Priscilla and the way the woman kept her from the one person she loved. Though she tried running away it failed and then Priscilla turned nasty. When Anastasia does find herself attracted to someone on a deeper level, its very hard for her to deny such feelings. Because its something she hasn't felt in years, Anya is pretty sure love will hit her hard and fast. There are many things in her life she can't let go, though she'd like to forget--the most important of them being all the negative things people have said about her over the years. Much like how she remembers compliments, she can't forget insults either and such things will stick to her mentally and follow her around like a dark rain cloud.
THE OTHERS THEY JUST KINDA WENT
AWAY SO YOU'RE DRIVING ITS RUSH HOUR THE CARS ON THE FREEWAY
AWAY SO YOU'RE DRIVING ITS RUSH HOUR THE CARS ON THE FREEWAY
hometown•• London, England
family••
Orchid Faye ---> MOTHER ---> whereabouts unknown
Thorn Faye ---> FATHER ---> whereabouts unknown
Priscilla Higgins ---> ADOPTED MOTHER ---> deceased
likes••
♥ nature
♥ persistence
♥ thunder storms
♥ fresh fruit
♥ soothing smells
♥ being told she's doing a good job
♥ winning arguments
dislikes••
x bright lights
x religion
x crinkling noises
x pencil shavings
x vinegar
x wine
x butterfly nets....
secrets••
`` She really wants to meet that man again and perhaps rekindle old flames.
strongest personality trait•• hidden romantic
magic abilities•• seductress, manipulates weather, wields earth
Anastasia remembers the date of her birth very clearly; like any Faerie should. Born in the Faerie realm inside a rosebud. Faerie births can happen two ways: like humans, live birth, or like butterflies--through metamorphosis. No one really knows how that works, but its an old practice anymore and hasn't been done since Anastasia was born. Her emergence from the cocoon was a joyous occasion and said rosebud opened so the little Faerie could dry her sparkling wings in the sun. Faeries grow faster than normal children, so in a few years she had reached full-grown; though perhaps not mentally--that takes the normal alloted amount of time.
Anastasia was born to a very well-to-do Faerie family; very close to the King and his proteges. In being such a high ranking family, Anastasia and her kin were taken in the King's court early on. Anastasia was a prime subject for being the Princess' attendant and, with the Princess' affirmation, Anastasia was added to the ranks. She quickly became friends with the Princess and remained in her court up until the day Anastasia became bored. Not that she didn't appreciate her life but her natural need for adventure called to her. So, without much thought on her part, she defected from her kingdom and traveled through many different worlds to get to some place known as England. It was there that sweet, innocent little Anastasia turned into what she is now.
The woman was a con artist and simple whore, plain and simple and it was only too bad she got to Anastasia first. Her name was Priscilla Higgins and she 'adopted' Anastasia, as the girl was out on the streets with no money and no where to go. Like some twisted fairy tale, Anastasia was treated like royalty up until the day she had her first 'suitor'. A client really, who wooed her and played off Anya's desperate need for love and became her first sexual partner. Of course, he paid her and left the next day, to Anastasia's utter disappointment and confusion. With a few well placed lies, Priscilla convinced Anastasia that this was her way of life; that was how things worked around here. It didn't take very long before Anya was fitting right in and her personality changed for the worst: she became sarcastic, bitchy, and all around slutty. Now, if you've seen Moulin Rouge...then you know what happens next. Yes, the whore falls in love.
Not disappointing, Anya fell in love with one of her client's sons. Their meeting was unusual to say the least and she wound up answering the door almost missing all of her clothing, but for someone lacking shame, it hardly mattered. The man was a little flustered, mostly taken by her beauty, and he made all attempts to get to know her better. She ignored him mostly but the more he pursued her the more she warmed up to him. Their love obviously was not meant to be as Priscilla started locking Anya in her room, not allowing the man to visit. The only ones allowed to visit were clients. Honestly, Anya tired of this lifestyle but had no way to escape from it until a letter came for a school known as Roseate Spires.
Accepting said letter, Anya herself found there were more--not particularly like herself--but others. She went to school at Roseate and came here to the University, also completing her schooling. She has since taken up a job as the Creative Writing teacher because of her particular penchant for blocking out reality and writing wonderful stories.
ARE MOVING LIKE SLUGS WHEN YOU
DRIFT OFF TO WAKE UP DO YOU ALWAYS HIT THE BREAKS WE'RE DONE
DRIFT OFF TO WAKE UP DO YOU ALWAYS HIT THE BREAKS WE'RE DONE
name/alias•• lauz
experience•• forever
where'd you find us?•• made you
why are you here?•• rawr
other characters•• felix, seth, & ocean
roleplay sample•• RAWR
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